I woke up at 6am this morning. I changed my clothes and did my make up. When I was happy about the look, I packed my backpack and walked to the bus stop. I took a bus and then travelled few stops by the underground. I got a huge cup of coffee, with oat milk and just the right amount of brown sugar, on the go. I walked the rest of the way to school. The air was super fresh.
I could´t stop myself from smiling. I just felt so happy in that moment. So happy. So grateful for so many things that a list could go on and on forever. So proud, proud of myself. So proud that I have fought against anorexia. So proud that I have won that eating disorder. I am a fighter. I am a surviver. I am a winner. In that moment I realised once again, how proud I am of the person I´ve become. So proud that even though I have been lost and broken, I have found myself and been able to become the best version of myself. I am finally the person I am supposed to be.
The feeling of being confident is amazing. Feeling comfortable in your own skin is so cool. These feelings almost made me cry tears of happiness. You should enjoy all the great little things in life as well as the bigger ones. You have this moment – live in it and make the most of it.